1 day before my sister’s wedding, she texted: “You’re out of my wedding—only real family belongs here.” I replied: “Good. Real family can pay for the venue themselves.”

me everything was confirmed.

It would be beautiful.

I ran my hand along the stone wall and tried to feel happy.

Instead, I still carried the low hum of dread that had followed me for twelve weeks.

I went home, cooked dinner, fed my cat, and sat on the couch telling myself, “Two more days and it’s over. Jessica will be married. Brandon will have kept his promise, and maybe, maybe things will get easier.”

At 8:47 p.m., my phone buzzed.

Jessica.

Her message read:

“Hey, so mom