1 day before my sister’s wedding, she texted: “You’re out of my wedding—only real family belongs here.” I replied: “Good. Real family can pay for the venue themselves.”

I covered it.

Every time, she promised repayment.

She never paid me back.

I never asked.

Mom always had the same explanation.

Jessica was more fragile than me.

She felt things more deeply.

As if I didn’t feel anything.

Last year, I turned thirty.

It was a Saturday, and I had looked forward to it all month. I even booked a table at an Italian restaurant I’d wanted to try.

I didn’t remind anyone because I assumed your family remembers your birthday.

Jessica posted an Instagram story from brunch with