At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

mine.

I opened it.

A pearl-and-diamond necklace glittered beneath the hallway light.

Delicate, expensive, precisely the jewelry Cole preferred women to wear beside him.

A receipt lay underneath.

Five handwritten words appeared across its top.

To Sierra — Christmas Eve.

I sank onto the floor.

The babies cried nearby while Christmas lights reflected in the diamonds.

I’d never felt more foolish.

Cole questioned nearly everything I purchased.

Once, he demanded an explanation for an $87 increase in our grocery bill.

He’d made me return an expensive cashmere baby blanket from Mother,