At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

by phone.

“I’ll communicate through counsel about the children.”

His tone changed.

“Counsel?”

“Yes.”

“You’re serious?”

I stared at my parents’ Christmas tree.

“I was serious when I asked you to stay home.”

“Lauren—”

“I was serious when I asked about Sierra.”

“Nothing happened with Sierra.”

I closed my eyes.

“I have the photograph.”

“That photograph looks worse than it was.”

Mother recoiled.

I remained oddly calm.

“Is that what you’re going with?”

“There were people in the suite.”

“Not in the photograph.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I know your