At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

I saw Cole for the first time.

We met in a neutral conference room with lawyers present.

I barely recognized him.

Not because he’d changed.

Because I had.

I wore a navy sweater, black trousers, and no wedding ring.

My wrist had healed.

I’d slept four consecutive hours the night before.

That alone felt remarkable.

Cole stood as I entered.

“Lauren.”

I nodded.

His eyes searched my face, perhaps for the woman who used to study his expressions before speaking.

He didn’t find her.

“You look good.”

“Thank you.”

My