At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

slowed.

“I told you.”

“You said dinner.”

“It is dinner.”

“They’re getting worse.”

He adjusted his cuff link.

I remember because cruelty isn’t always dramatic.

Sometimes it’s a man polishing his cuff links while his sick child cries nearby.

“Please stay,” I said.

He glanced at Lily like an inconvenience.

“Lauren, I cannot cancel Christmas Eve with clients because the babies have colds.”

“They don’t have colds.”

“Then call the pediatrician.”

“I did.”

“Good.”

I stepped between him and the elevator.

“Please.”

It was among the last times I begged