At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

He stood on my porch as Noah and Lily hurried inside toward Mother.

“You still have that house decorated like a department store?” I asked.

It was my first joke with him in years.

He almost smiled.

“I sold the apartment.”

I hadn’t known.

“Oh.”

“Last month.”

“Why?”

He glanced into my hallway.

A crooked paper snowflake Lily had made at preschool hung beside the stairs.

“It never felt right after you left.”

I didn’t know what to say.

Cole pushed his hands into his pockets.

“I found your note