At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

became strangely calm.

Noah’s skin felt too hot against my cheek.

That mattered.

Lily’s fever mattered.

The man in the photograph no longer did.

I captured screenshots, emailed the evidence to an address Cole didn’t know I still used, and backed it up in a secure folder my grandmother’s attorney had helped establish.

My hands barely trembled.

That frightened me more than crying would have.

At midnight, Noah needed another dose of infant medicine. I carried him into the nursery and placed him beside Lily.

Her tiny fist opened and