At exactly 11:47 on Christmas Eve, my husband accidentally sent me a photograph of himself in a hotel bed with his mistress while I was home alone caring for our two feverish babies.

felt.

Now it was simply a message.

I typed four words.

Merry Christmas to you.

Then I turned my phone facedown.

I went upstairs, adjusted Noah’s blanket, moved Lily’s elephant away from her face, and switched off the hallway light.

Before entering my bedroom, I paused beside a framed photograph near the stairs.

It wasn’t a wedding picture.

I no longer displayed those.

The photograph had been taken the previous summer.

Noah sat on Dad’s shoulders.

Lily held Mother’s hand.

I stood between them, laughing at something outside the frame.