I didn’t call my guy.

“I told you when I changed the account.”

“I don’t remember.”

“I know.”

There was a long pause.

Then she said:

“So you’ve been paying my gas bill?”

“Yes.”

“For three years?”

“Yes.”

“How much?”

“I’m not keeping score.”

“But how much?”

“Mom.”

“I need to know.”

I rubbed my forehead.

“Roughly $4,000.”

She went silent.

Four thousand dollars.

That was only the gas.

She didn’t know about the roof.

The plumbing.

The insurance.

The property taxes I had helped with.

She didn’t know because I had never wanted