“My house, my rules,” my daughter-in-law said as she took back the spare key, expecting me to stay with the children while she and my son went away for the weekend.

inside the door and noticed how still the condo was. Nobody had left a note on my counter. My own tea cups were where I kept them. I was tired and sadder than I’d expected, because leaving did not mean I’d stopped caring about any of them. I went to bed without unpacking.

the next morning I made coffee and reviewed the window at the oak in the courtyard. for the first time in weeks, I could choose to take a walk, see a friend, or spend the day reading.