habits to change. At the grocery store I caught myself buying the crackers Ethan liked. I put the box back, not because I’d never see him again, but because my cart no longer had to supply another family’s kitchen every week. I checked the balance in my new account. It was small. So had been each of the purchases that added up to $600.
For a while Daniel and I spoke less. When we did, I asked after the children, and he told me about school and soccer. I didn’t
