an expression I hadn’t seen directed at me in months.
I stood outside the restaurant, frozen.
For several seconds, I tried to convince myself that I was being unreasonable.
Maybe she was a colleague.
Maybe they were discussing a project.
Maybe I was simply seeing what I feared rather than what was actually happening.
I could have walked inside.
I could have approached the table and asked to be introduced.
Instead, I turned around and returned to my car.
I drove home with the groceries still in the trunk.
That