I would have spent the evening checking my phone.
I would have wondered whether he was drinking, whether he was safe, whether he would come home before midnight.
I would have told myself that if I didn’t ask questions, he might assume I didn’t care.
But that night, I did something different.
I finished the laundry.
I made myself dinner.
I watched a film I had wanted to see for months.
At ten, I turned off the television and went upstairs.
At ten-thirty, I read a few pages of a