My husband gave away every maternity dress I owned while I was at work. When I asked what I was supposed to wear, he kept spreading mustard on his sandwich.

pounds, eight ounces.

She had dark hair, tiny fingers, and a surprisingly loud cry.

When Nick held her for the first time, tears rolled down his cheeks.

I cried too.

But I knew that one emotional moment couldn’t erase everything that had happened in October.

A baby could bring us joy.

She couldn’t repair our marriage for us.

When visiting hours began, Nick asked whom I wanted to see.

“Your parents,” I said. “And ask Elaine to bring that little outfit with the elephant.”

Elaine arrived carrying the cream-colored baby