“Mom, bring whatever you need. This is your room.”
She looked around carefully.
“It’s nice.”
“It’s close to the bathroom.”
“That was thoughtful.”
“For the chemo.”
She nodded and, for once, simply said, “Thank you.”
Her first treatment lasted five hours. I sat beside her the entire time. When the nausea began, she squeezed my hand and apologized.
“Stop saying sorry,” I told her.
“I don’t know how.”
That answer hurt more than I expected.
The hardest part of those first treatments was the helplessness. I could bring tea, straighten
