lobby and saw you with Michael, before I knew who he was, I felt sick.”
“I remember.”
“I was jealous.”
“I know.”
“I had no right to be.”
“No.”
“Rachel knew before I did.”
I was surprised. “What do you mean?”
“She looked at me that night and said, ‘You don’t want your wife back. You just don’t want her to stop being your wife.’”
I stayed quiet.
“She was right.”
His voice broke. “I wanted everything.”
I shut my eyes as he spelled it out.
“I wanted Rachel. I
