My mom said, “No one needs you to come this Christmas.” “Cool,” I replied. Then I added one sentence: “Well… everything will be canceled then.” And slowly, my mom’s face turned pale.

smudged, hair slightly out of place, clutching her phone like a lifeline.

No backup.

No audience.

Just us.

“Olivia,” she said, voice low, not angry, not yelling. Something worse, small. “Can we talk?”

I stepped into the hallway and pulled the door mostly closed behind me, leaving a small crack so I could still hear the faint noise from my party.

My world.

“About what?” I asked. “About how I ruined your Christmas?”

She winced.

“You didn’t ruin it,” she said. “You ruined mine.”

“No,” I corrected. “I stopped pretending