I cooked Christmas dinner for seventeen people, and not one

children had simply decided that Christmas dinner at their mother’s house was not worth attending.

I called Laura first.

Straight to voicemail.

I called Michael next.

Voicemail again.

Fiona let the phone ring twice before sending me away.

So I sat at the head of that beautiful table like a woman hired to decorate her own abandonment.

Nine o’clock passed.

Then ten.

Then eleven.

By 12:15 a.m., a skin had formed over the gravy, the cider had gone cold, and the turkey had changed from perfect to pitiful.