it was the worst moment of my life.
Now I see it differently.
The phone didn’t create the betrayal.
The betrayal already existed.
The phone simply removed my blindness.
Without that moment, I might have spent years continuing to shrink.
Trying harder.
Making excuses.
Believing that if I became easy enough to love, Elon would eventually become the husband I wanted him to be.
Instead, I heard the truth.
And once you truly hear the truth, it becomes very difficult to return to pretending.
The affair didn’t destroy a healthy
